4th March. Crazy Days

Its very odd, how at the time when you feel least 'going for it' or not particually 'connected' with God, that is the time he will lift you up.

Im not really sure why, maybe it was the late night the day before, but sunday morning i wasnt really with it. But the morning went well and God was lifted up.
Then in the evening me and Jason bombed down to Mersea again to play in the Causeway band. Another nice evening as 2 young people were being baptised, so there was a fair number there aswell...
But again i just wasnt totally 100% going for it like i seem to find myself doing when i am sat behind the kit, but thanks to the grace of God he was still able to use me, even though i didnt rly feel useable.
A man came up to me at the end and we had a chat about drumming and music and worship etc etc which was really cool, what he was basicly saying was i should be in a 'proper' band aswell lol
I didnt rly understand what he ment untill i got home and i told Dad about this man, and turns out he used to play keys for quite a mainstream christian band that used to tour the world haha so that was quite cool.

Then when i got home i found myself with a myspace mesg from a girl i had never met, and she basicly wrote along the lines of, are you the drummer? you were amazing etc etc
which when you just read is like, yeh thats nice, but i had to step back and just realise how good my God is, at the time when i felt most disconnected, God clearly shone through me, and used the gift he has given me to lift his name. wow long blog, sorry bout that lol
cant wait for xalt now....